PhoeC

So six months down the line from my last journal entry...I guess I can still say life is kicking my family in the balls. So to tick off the shit list. Lost my Dad, Was in ER when my granddads heart stopped(luckily he is still here after it), my uncle in Germany also had a heart attack, my uncle on my fathers side has been disagonsed with cancer. my brother and his fiancee broke up, and i didnt get the job i wanted. You know the worst thing is, is that I am getting to the point where I am seriously questioning what exactly we have done wrong to deserve all this.  I sure as hell would like to know why. And its my Dads birthday tomorrow, exa

On Sunday, my father lost the battle with cancer. He is the bravest man i will ever know.  He held on for us for an extra 8 months than he should have ever been with us. And the doctors said they have NEVER known a man hold on so well at the end to stay with us as long as he could. I have never been as proud of him has I am today, my dad is my hero. 'nuff said.