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6 months tomorrow
So six months down the line from my last journal entry...I guess I can still say life is kicking my family in the balls.
So to tick off the shit list.
Lost my Dad, Was in ER when my granddads heart stopped(luckily he is still here after it), my uncle in Germany also had a heart attack, my uncle on my fathers side has been disagonsed with cancer. my brother and his fiancee broke up, and i didnt get the job i wanted.
You know the worst thing is, is that I am getting to the point where I am seriously questioning what exactly we have done wrong to deserve all this. I sure as hell would like to know why.
And its my Dads birthday tomorrow, exa
We won the War, but lost the Battle.
On Sunday, my father lost the battle with cancer.
He is the bravest man i will ever know. He held on for us for an extra 8 months than he should have ever been with us.
And the doctors said they have NEVER known a man hold on so well at the end to stay with us as long as he could.
I have never been as proud of him has I am today, my dad is my hero.
'nuff said.
Glass 3/4 Full
So were 8 months into a 6 months....well sentence....shall we say.
Surprisingly we are doing pretty good, Dads determined to retire which is May, so crossing fingers and hoping/praying and doing anything we can to get him to it.
Works even going well, which is good, few good friends of mine are leaving though so it won't be the same...ahh well.
Bad new is that my e-reader died *sob* so im using it as an excuse for an upgrade to get the Kobo Arc instead :)
ooooo and i even finished something art-y which is the first thing in months.
So i give this a glass 3/4 full I guess.
Sometimes life decides to kick you in the Ass.
AKA vent time.
So I know i haven't been on here much lately... but I'm just at the point when I have got to the end of my tether for pretty much everything.
About 4 months ago my dad started getting pretty ill, we'd gone to appointment after appointment, and they've finally decide to tell us what it is. I can offically say being told that your Dad has terminal caner SUCKS. Specially after the guy doing all his biopsies kept saying "oh yeah this isnt this...this isn't that....oh thats not the right shape for that...." And so on and so forth.
Turns out hes got whats affectionally known as the "killer" cancer, like NO SHIT SHERLOCK...so if I'
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